Turning back.
Wish yesterday never happened.
Out of expectation and alot more than just a dissapointment.
I wish i was more rational and sane about things,maybe i really do suck at things like this.
Laid awake rationalizing everything till this morning which was crazy.I did nothing but to just think=.=
My sleeping disorder have just got alot more interesting.
Somehow im so lost right now.
I have no idea what to say or even do cuz im too afraid of hurting you.
I hope nothing changes.
